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Dog tags: Ellie, Garrus and Jane Vakarian?

Dogtags: How do they want to be remembered? 

Ellie wants to be known for being a good person. She lived most of her life in the shadows, gaining a way in to get valuable information and making her way out, damn anyone in her way.

Garrus would be happy to be known as a good dad and bondmate to his loved ones, but publically, he wants to be known for his sense of justice. He wants to right wrongs and be known as the one person in the galaxy that cleans up the messes regulated law enforcement can’t touch.

Jane is very much like her mate in that she wants to be known for her love and devotion when considered by friends and family. To the universe, she wants to be known for standing up for her beliefs of the Reapers when everyone chalked her up to just a madwoman. She doesn’t really care if they consider her a hero – that’s not her goal – but more than anything, she wants people to remember that sometimes you have to believe in something even if it sounds crazy before it’s too late.

Thanks for the asks!

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Nocturni Snippet

I wrote this before my mood went downhill and, I admit, I’m shamelessly hoping some feedback on it may get me back in the mood to finish the chapter.

I guess I’m asking anyone out there who knows Nocturni to let me know what they think. It’s greatly appreciated ❤️

🧛

Garrus watches as Jai becomes a part of the Archangel team effortlessly, their initial suspicion in her and the disguised Nihlus overcome by her cheerfully helpful and inquisitive nature. Even if he couldn’t hear what was said – and Nihlus wasn’t really helping by describing it over the comm in his helmet to Garrus’ visor – Garrus could see the easy way Jai seems to find a purpose once more after her entire life was thrown so out of balance by his sudden appearance the day before.

He knows the fact that his team aren’t strangers to the Gozu district’s clinic where she worked helps to instill confidence that she won’t endanger them or their location, but he didn’t need to know of their familiarity with the clinic to know she’d be loyal. She wants to help people, has that charitable nature Omega hasn’t bled out of her, and Garrus has a feeling that his decision to offer her personal aid and attention to his team is just the kind of relief she needs from the new, strict protection order he and Nihlus have created. He can wait back in the shadows as he is now and feel sure that she will be able to do what she craves as well as be safe, both under his watchful eye as well as his team’s.

Perhaps, in time, he can trust them enough to let her stay without him while he joins Nihlus in hunting down Cydian and her Nocturni.

“They seem to be taking to her quite well,” he hears Nihlus say quietly over the comm and Garrus can’t help but to rumble in agreement.

“It’s better you let her do the talking, then.” Shifting to get a better resting position with his new armor, he leans over the railing of the catwalk he’s chosen, glancing directly below at the passing crowds of the Kima district. “Get her attention and get out of there.”

“Less exposure means less time to get suspicious,” Nihlus says, clearly understanding Garrus’ reasoning and concern. “Good idea. Meet us at Afterlife. I’m taking her through a different route than directly across the bridge like we came in.”

Garrus chuckles, knowing the man’s desire to keep to the normal routine Garrus had explained his team is used to. When not anticipating staying at the base, Garrus comes in one way, passes on his orders, and often leaves another way. It’s better to throw off any possible tails that way and his team just seemed to have accepted his admitted paranoia. It’d only stand out to them if Nihlus broke that unusual security measure with- of all things – a stranger at his side.

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‘Dog tags’ for the Mass Effect OC ask meme? For any of your lovely OC’s of choice :)

I’m going to go with my four main OC babies, Aeson, Cassia, Damocles, and Saren 🙂

Dogtags: How do they want to be remembered?

Aeson

I’m sure a lot of this comes from his dad, but Aeson wants to be remembered for being loyal more than anything. He doesn’t have dreams of grandere, he just wants to be there for his loved ones.

Cassia

She would like it if people remembered her for being the kind of person that brings people together, no matter the species or background. It doesn’t have to be from a combative standpoint or a personal one, she just wants to be a symbol of happiness to those she leaves behind.

Damocles

He wants to be known for his strength. If he can overcome the way people look at him for being a hybrid, then he can be remembered as a great warrior. His accomplishments on the battlefield, he thinks, can overcome people’s views of him as an ‘abomination.’

Saren

Saren is a lot like his father. He wants to be known for his great skill at his job and looks to take his father’s place as head of the Wraiths. He puts great pride in what he can do, wanting to be seen as a success outside of his father’s shadow.

Thanks for the asks! It was fun 🙂

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I got a comment on Nocturni today because I haven’t posted in a while and I know I shouldn’t let it bother me, that I should be happy people enjoy it enough to want more, but it’s in the way someone says it.

The comment in question has that passive aggressive tone to it and there’s a huge difference in ‘Man, I look forward to the next chapter!’ and ‘it’d be great if you updated.’ It really makes me want to avoid writing out of spite, but more than that?

I can’t write because I’m having fucking difficulty with my damn bipolar.

Mental illness sucks, I know it, and what makes it worse is to constantly be reminded you’re not accomplishing anything. It’s been a daily struggle for the past month and a half not to sob at the randomist things or rip into someone’s ass because they say something wrong or, worse, text me when my phone isn’t in my hands. Top that with anxiety making it hard to settle and calm down as well as the constant feeling of isolation and depression and you have what I’m going through. It’s hell and the last thing I need is someone commenting just to nag me for the next update.

Don’t you think I want an update too? That I want to be able to write?

… I guess I just need to yell out into the void of the internet. I don’t expect any of my followers to respond – I’m not trying to fish – but I thank anyone who just plain reads this because it’s like a way to vent my frustrations.

Thank you, guys. For being there to reblog or like things or just be a silent lurker. It helps to know that there are people out there that aren’t just around to demand more content, but to be happy with what I am able to offer.

Fathomless Depths – Wafflesrock – Mass Effect Trilogy [Archive of Our Own]

wafflesrock16:

Chapters: 10/?
Fandom: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect – All Media Types
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Female Shepard/Garrus Vakarian
Characters: Female Shepard, Garrus Vakarian, Jeff “Joker” Moreau, Kaidan Alenko, Ashley Williams, Venari Pallin, Castis Vakarian, Solana Vakarian, Urdnot Wrex, Original Characters, Liara T’Soni, Tali’Zorah nar Rayya, Nihlus Kryik, James Vega
Additional Tags: Little Mermaid AU, Turians as mermaids, Fantasy setting, Friends to Lovers, Interspecies Sex, Underwater Sex, Romance, Knotting
Summary:

Inspired by the captivating artwork of savbakk, a fantasy romance about a turian mermaid, or “merian” and Commander Jane Shepard of the Normandy. After centuries of self-imposed isolationism following a bloody war with the semi-aquatic krogan, a young merian scout comes into contact with an Alliance ship and a fascinating human woman he can’t stop thinking about. Together, the pair forge a strong friendship and eventual romance, and attempt to show their respective races that there is more to be gained in unity than hostility.

James and Kaidan survive a shipwreck only to find themselves marooned on an uncharted island. A not so empty island…

Fathomless Depths – Wafflesrock – Mass Effect Trilogy [Archive of Our Own]

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I’m so shy to ask you this but I’m more curious. How does Turian cum (semen) taste like in your perspective? Since it’s color blue, it made me think of blueberry jam.

You should never be too shy to ask, nonnie! There’s no shame here 😜

To be honest, I HC turian cum to be like an opalescent white. So like a white that has colors shining in it beneath light, like an opal stone.

As for the taste, I’d say it still has that distinct taste of cum that’s not quite describable, but instead of more bitter like a human’s, it’s sweeter. I’m going off this just because they’re dextro and on Earth, there is D-glucose (simple sugar) or dextrose. It’s found naturally in fruits and honey, and even in some sweeteners. There is also a L-glucose on Earth, but only dextrose can be metabolized in the stomach and used as energy. You can check more out here: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Glucose

So yeah … I HC turian cum is sweet, but still has that undescribable ‘cum’ taste to it.

Hope that helps!